i wonder where i was for the past year and a half. i thought i was having the time of my life pero in retrospect it was such a waste of time.

i dont want to regret it. maybe i shouldnt cause if that had to happen im glad it did right now while i am (relatively) young. and not any other time. 

2010 was my year of recovery. 

i feel like i am more found in myself now. and what a nice feeling it is.